What a joy being a mama is; and boy does it fly by so quickly.  It’s in these moments, I can’t help but think about how much I will miss these days.  How much I’ll miss these early morning snuggles with the one who is an early riser like me.  With each stage my children have gone through, I know this one will be the most difficult for me.  This is the one where I’ll have to let go.  This is the one where I send them off into this world on their own.  The one where my role as a mama changes into something I haven’t yet figured out.  And just like I sit here and comfort my son, I know in the moments I miss my children terribly, my Heavenly Father will be holding me same way.      

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