Seed of Greatness
I saw a post from Joel Osteen this morning that stayed with me. He said, "The day you quit being excited about your future is the day you quit living. You have seeds of greatness on the inside. There's something more for you to accomplish." Then I applied it to my life right this moment. Right now, I'm struggling to have a baby. Today is the day I am supposed to take a pregnancy test, but I already know the results. I don't want to take one because it will make the reality of the answer a little more devastating. It hurts even more looking down at the negative result. I know my body. I know that I am not pregnant. This round of fertility drugs did not take. We have to start again. I would be lying if I said I'm not upset. Right now, I'm breaking. I don't want Adam to see just how upset I am, but at any moment, the tears are going to pour from my eyes. Even sitting here writing about this realit...